Live Alone

I know someone who lives alone. She is a widower. Her husband had died years ago. She doesn't have a single kid or grandkids. She lives in another city where she doesn't have relatives who are closest to her. I thought it was just in movies, but it happens in my real life. All too real!

Somehow, many people feel lonely. Even one of my friends has many circles but she told me can feel lonely too.

Many of us, standing in a crowd but always feel alone. It's normal maybe, but it's ironic.

No matter how many friends do we have, but who understands us.

Now, with the widower, what do you think?

I can't imagine how does it feel to her. I know even she has no one besides her, she has people who care for her. Still, she must be lonely. She has nothing.

And it can happen to us.

We always wish and are told to long live in this life when we got birthdays. But what if we are the ones who left when people we love had left us first?

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