dairyfir

I didn't realize that for years, I've just wasted my weekdays. I did the job just as it is, was mediocre, and got stuck in a traffic jam in the morning and during rush hour.  Those days, I've just spent my precious time but not enjoying what I'm doing. Cause I always wait for the weekend. Where I could finally see you.  I'm over the moon when it comes to Friday. Friday was always special, an unusual day, cause after Friday there would be Saturday and Sunday.  We're going to places we've never been stopped by, try what kinda food's arising, and usually ended up with deep talking and with arguments each other.  On the present day, Friday, one day of the week I always look forward to, had become a catastrophe for me. Cause I know, after Friday, you aren't be there anymore. You're not going to colour my weekends like was.  I was misunderstood. Friday is not always good.

There is one well-known idiom in English, "Every cloud has a silver lining" This means that every bad situation will come with good things.  We lost something, and it didn't mean that we lost everything. Sometimes, we got something in return. Something to repay for the loss we had.  Somebody goes, and then someone new walks into our life. We lose one, but we got more. That is the silver lining, then. We blow up the sky, we are going crazy when something goes not according to plan. But we are gonna on cloud nine when the result is promising. That is the silver lining, then. You couldn't be with someone you loved, maybe the reason is that they were bad for you. Or maybe if you are together with them, you will let them down, you will leave a punch hole in their heart.  Who knows? That is a bad thing, but there will always be a silver lining.

How am I gonna live tomorrow Without you by my side How am I gonna pass through the days Without your figure filling in my days My heart wasn't hurt like this before Sun wasn't shining like days before The night wasn't dark like the nights before And I don't see stars anymore When something is over is that over? Is that a real ending even if it feels not real? I don't want it to be over but it has to end And what am I supposed to do when you're not mine anymore? Don't worry, the storm has over Dear myself, you're gonna be fine just wait sit tight and see Dear myself, everything happens at least for one reason Dear myself, even if time felt like wouldn't heal, you're gonna see different versions of yourself Dear myself, when he was hurting you doesn't mean everybody would hurt you  I was too busy listening to my messy mind  Got tension, under pressure, blaming myself for everything that happened I underestimated myself Thinking that I'm no