I remember I love foreign songs since I was a little kid, I can't even remember exactly the time was. My mother played the song she loved a lot, mostly 90s & 80s. She influenced me.
I like everything about Thailand since grade (maybe) 4. I was in love when I listen to their language. I'm obsessed because I heard some from movies. But, until now I only know Sawadee Kha and Mai Pen Rai. I like the language but it doesn't motivate me to learn the language. Besides, I prefer Spanish and Japanese to learn now and accompany my (suck)cess English. Even inconsistency always facing me.
And when it comes to language, it always begins with a single song that guided me. Music and song are universal languages. I never cared what I listen to as long the music can comfort me.
The hardest and most annoying part of that is, that I can't sing the song, especially Thai songs and Mandarin songs. No matter how many times the songs are played, I can't memorize and spell them correctly.
I'm Indonesian. And I listen to Indonesian songs. But, I don't know when in public, I kinda have a feeling that I don't want to listen to Indonesian songs. It's not because I'm not proud of my country. It's because most of the songs in my playlists are heartwarming and maybe they can turn your day to be gloomy and blue. If I often play Indonesian galau songs and people hear them, maybe they think that I'm in sadness which is not. I just like the type of the song.
Yep, maybe this sentence is right "songs are now you listening to is representing what's your feeling"
But for me, the situation is not always the same. I can listen to happy songs when I'm in blue and I can listen to sad songs when in yellow.
(If blue is sad, then what color for happy? I just said yellow cause I have no idea. Is it red or pink?"
So, what is color for happiness?
I choose rainbow.
Happiness isn't immortal.
One minute you're happy, the other you're sad, vice versa.
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